me among the socialites

Coming back to work after two wonderful days of leave for aidil adha..sigh..i dont know how i can manage to work today but i'll try...looking out the window, i dont see any smile of sunshine but a very gloomy tuesday morning

A'way, i found out last night that i was not selected for the interviewed post that i went 2months ago...blow...i badly wanted the job...i believe that if i ever get that post, my social level will definitely rise among my ppl..huhu..maybe i want the job for the wrong reason n thats why i didnt get it...now i am stuck with the most boring work

I strive to be the best but this is not even close to perfect...duh..

Jahat betul budak2 sekarang

This morning my colleague told me abt her friend being slaughtered last night while having his supper at cafe B****A...somewhere downtown (confidentiality is important for police investigation)....i feel very sorry for the guy...he almost lose his life last night...jahat betul la org sekarang...sigh...

Will published the pic taken last nite of the guy later...

HeaVy HeAvY HeArT

A bright friday morning...coming to work with a heavy heart...come to think of it, i come to work with a heavy heart everyday..sigh..not that i hate my job but i cant stand the rigidity of the work...i'd like to think myself as a happy & free soul...but coming to work where your time is being observed all the time, make me feel soooo trapped...

Before, i cant wait to start working & climbing up the career ladder...well, my first job..sigh..it cannot be called as career...its just a job to get money & support my never ending wants...

To summarize, i'm starting my day this morning with a heavy heart to start working...;P damn!

Bil yg Aneh

My first time...my first blog...my first kiss...hehe...stress....all the time!!!!!!!!!!

but then again, the page will be continued (my friend insist me on saying that ;))